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Friday, May 22, 2009

Hellohs , 111th post coming up.
I have got nothing to do and since im left alone in a lonely house , i might as well blog than stare into space and talk to myself or eemou to myself right ?
So life has been downright unpleasant . I hate my life to th core . Fullstop . My mom didnt even tell me where she is going , and for this entire week she has been going out every single day and my dad is working like 24/7 .
Okay , i have to like do so many crazy and stupid things and im still agreeing to ppl tht i'll help them even when i cant help myself , stupid of me . Oh wells , instead of affecting them with my nonsense and moodswings , i'd rather help them and make them feel happy right .
I so pathetic uhh . No life , kinda .
No point talking , if you read my previous post you'll get a rough idea on what im facing and now th problems increase , living one day at a time .

Okay , i dont know if i may blog like one essay again , cos i just feel like typing and typing and typing , if its too long , you can choose not to read (:

Today i think i did quite well , at composing myself , i didnt do anything stupid like youknowwhat . Although English didnt go as well , and all th other subjects , at least i manage to maintain my Geography , if all drop , then i might as well kill myself . I was trying to be as calm and easy going as possible and trying to smile but failed , i attempted to smile at Sheng Siong just now , feels weird so i just mind my own business. With th help of my twin and Sheila for making me admire her cos she scored higher than me in Compo . Near the end i kinda got a little out of control , during physics when i miscalculated and thought i failed . But i pulled through it , but i still hate the marks written on my compo , im gunna hide it and forget about it . What kind of marks is that man , so irritating , wasting my pen ink siaa .

After school , well , i had CIP , we bused to Sheng Siong and met Val and Co. We shopped and bused back to Causeway , and Kexin went to get th fryer thingy at Charmaine's house . I thought why some ppl are smarter than others , We have the same number of hours per day and whatnot , why do others score higher ? I still havent found th answer to tht , i will continue thinking . I talked to Jasmine about marks and we talked i realised tht everything is just an title pasted on you , doesnt really matter anyway.Should be grateful tht things are like tht i guess , though hard to accept it , Jasmine , your new motto , " You tried your best " Im such an inspiration (:

CIP , Hahahah , i had fun during CIP , but was still think about why ppl score better , i experimented Rose Syrup drink and put my result in front of my table to rest , in all th experiment , th water floated up , and SIANDAN gave some weird weird comments -.- My motto is to be like Thomas Edison ( Not sure whether its his name , i forgot ) The one who invented light bulb , he tried a 100 times to get it right , Ai Di Sen , so smart uhh , i thought his name was Alexandra or something . Finally after much experimenting and Mr Yiu , Kexin , Jasmine , Jian Eng to be my guinea pigs , i finally passed . Bytheway , Mr Yiu , i hope you dont get constipation . If you get , its Kexin fault uhh , HAHAHA , if you dont get , it cos i made th drink . Hahahah , What kind of reasoning is tht .

Th next thing i wanna blog on is , regarding th tag i made earlier , changing of seats . Please uhh , i dont wanna change seats . I like my seat , got sentimental value . I havent changed seats since th start of th year , i grown to love tht seat ): So sad you know . I wanna sit beside Sheila ): Tsk , First partner was Dominic , sitting beside him was a , disaster , he keep asking questions , weird . Then it changed to Jun Liang , not bad laa , used to joke alot tht time , had some cheers for teachers . Then changed to Sheila , hahah , talked alot and laughed alot with her , shared alot of funny jokes . See , thts why i love my seat . So sad laa if change seats.

Oh yeahh , i forgot to say , since contacting me will be harder , i got no handphone , So th only way i can think of is uhhm , MSN , well , just add if you want laa , Easier , cos i'll try to book th comp. everyday . House phone , not possible , my mom will hold on to it 24/7 . So uhhm , email add will be , tian_natasha@hotmail.com Updates on anything can chat through thr uhh . Im kinda tired of telling ppl my handphone bill cut off , so i just write here for everyone to see uhh .

To conclude , today was filled with emotions , and i felt tht i concealed them quite well today . Im thinking about my remarks (: and looking forward to get a bull dozer or roller to smoothen out my rough patch. Im trying to look forward to tmr, monday and tuesday and th rest of th days uhh . Ohh yeahh , somebody's bithday coming uhh . Should start digging out my spare money and start shopping for gifts alrdy . Hahahah .

Special someone : Birthday coming uhh , 6 more days , th last time i counted was 120 + day , time flies uhh , should get you something in installment , tht means every month after your birthday you'll get another piece of your present , Hahaha. So creative of me right . I know . Muahahaha , looking forward to giving you your present .

Hahaha , i guess i'll stop here ? Should be a very long post , and i can blog about anything else alrdy . And i have to uhhm , find something to do . Make myself busy (:
Goodbye , 2Aians ,
- Nat